Heartbreaker

I don’t know what to post…usually I have something good to write about…but I don’t know whether to be happy or sad, calm or mad. Heartbreak is an interesting thing...some people get through it easily and others take more time. Ironically enough I was listening to a song that happens to be one of my favourites and I agree. So What? So what if it’s over? So what if you’re gone? So what?

P!nk has always been a favourite artist of mine and most of her songs seem to have meaning to me. This one in particular appeals to my mood today. She wrote it and so it helped her come to terms with her divorce. And you know what? She’s absolutely right. So what? One minute they were one of the most world-wide seemingly “perfect” couples the nest BAM! Divorce... Now don’t get me wrong it’s a process. Accepting the fact that it’s the end and then coming to terms with it and moving on never easy. But everyone can do it. Like nursing a wound. You clean it out, disinfect it cover it up and leave it…still treat it once in a while but leave it. It heals itself over time. Same as divorce. Same as death. Same as heartbreak. One process, multiple situations. I don’t think it works for me though

Sure I’ll heal but someone who does that betrays your trust. And trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if its broken, but you’ll still see the cracks in that mothafcukaz reflection. So yeah sure I’ll get over it. I move on. But don’t expect me to be your “friend” you fcuk up you fcuk up for good. No such as second chances. I don’t make the same mistake twice. My heart just won’t let me.

But I admire the way she handled her divorce. P!nk is the only one who can write a song after her divorce completely over her husband, can write a song insulting him and lowering meaning of their marriage, but can still get him in the music video and remain on “good” terms with him. Even AFTER the song claims that he’s a tool and she doesn’t need him! =P

Gotta admire her…Rest of you are haterz =D