And I thought I had issues...turns out I do.

Ok I’m seriously going to break someone…I am THAT pissed.

If you’re a guy you won’t know what I’m talking about if you’re a girl you’ll know EXACTLY how I feel. Now if you know me, like you like to delude yourself you do, then you know I HATE fake people. It’s just sad. It means your real self is too boring, you have no personality of your own and you have to resort to acting like someone else to fit in. What’s wrong with being yourself? If others don’t like it, that’s their own thing…you should be happy with yourself coz it’s YOUR life, the others are just spectators…one will go and another will replace them while you stay just as you are, fake or not. And as far as “love” goes you DEFINITLEY shouldn’t be fake. You’re tricking them into thinking you’re someone you’re not and when they find out (they ALWAYS do) you’ll be left alone.

Why the sudden blabber about fake people? Robyn Moodley that’s why…our resident school slut.  Yes I know once upon a time we were friends but that was BEFORE her boyfriend had “a thing” for me and she decided she wanted to “better” me and compete with me.  I bought Skullcandy she got Beats. I got an Ipod she got an Iphone. I got a tattoo she’s planning hers. I get better grades then her she studies her ass off to match mine. Thank God she doesn’t know what campus and what I’m studying…it’ll be a turf war….

But really now? REALLY? Do you not SEE how stupid you look? Or are you just too busy being fake and planning what next to try and “better” me with? Jeez the only person that’s better than me is ME you idiot! Why would you try to be my clone? I mean I’m not that much of a celebrity….or am I? Or are you just trying to blame me? I’ve stopped talking to your boyfriend…I’ve got my own thank you very much and besides the only reason he started liking me was because you used to have sex with your ex in the back of your church, (I kid you not stalkettes, angel’s advocate my ass! IN THE BACK OF THE CHURCH!) And suddenly when you get caught and your family is asked to leave that church you want to cry by ME? As if…

But this is the last straw … trying to “better” my acts is one thing but cutting your hair and dying it EXACTLY like mine? Trying to dress like me? Talk like me? No freaking way! And the excuse that “it’s not exact” is bullshit right there because blonde just makes it worse. You just look cheap. Or a skunk in disguise your choice...either way you’ll never be me so don’t even try….

But, honestly, do you think being like me will somehow turn you into a “good” person? Because seriously I’m not. I’m a grade A, first class, five star bitch…ask anyone who knows me well enough. Ask my friends ask my exes ask your freaking boyfriend. When I lose my temper everyone walks on eggshells! Only the people who are really close to me get the real me…Everyone else gets my mood swing. Makes you wonder, doesn’t it? Am I a monster who thinks it’s a good girl? Or am I a good girl with a monster in me?